The Fairytale Gone Bad...

Na koimh8oume agkalia, na mperdeutoun ta oneira mas
kai stwn filiwn thn mousikh ru8mo na dinei h kardia mas...
Na koimh8oume agkalia, na mperdeutoun ta oneira mas
gia mia oloklhrh zwh na einai h bradua dikia mas...

Etsi metadidetai h agaph...

All the same...

I dont mind where you come from As long as you come to me

But I dont like illusions I cant see

Them clearlyI dont care, no I wouldn't dare

To fix the twist in you

You've shown me eventually what you'll do

I dont mind I dont care

As long as you're here...

Exei panselhno apopse ma den einai wraia...

Proxtes to feggari htan kokkino, eixe to xrwma ths fwtias, pou kaiei anelehta otidhpote mas edine anasa zwhs...Shmera to feggari einai ologiomo, kai stekei ekei epikriths olwn mas 8umizontas mas poso katastrofikh einai h anthrwpinh mikroprepeia...(xa8hkan ola sthn skonh)

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H Malvina eixe pei pws "kuriarxeis panw ston allon katargwntas ton me mia fygh..."

Poso dikio eixe ksereis?

H dikh sou fygh, h stadiaka basanistikh fygh sou me stigmatise, me oriothethse... Makari na mporouses na mou peis ena psema diaforetiko apo ta alla...ena psema gia na apokoimhthw...Wres luphs kai leipeis afantasta polu...

Kshmerwnei kai den kserw an prepei na arxisw na fluarw pali h apla na swpasw... H amuna mou omws spaei, ginetai 8rupsala, akouw ta komatia mou na peftoun sto patwma.Eimai adeia mesa mou kai esu perimeneis na sou pw antio... Skeftomai oti sou edina psuxh kai mou zhtouses logia...Sou edina logia kai mou zhtouses psuxh...Den kserw an telika hkseres ti mou zhtouses...Mallon oi anthrwpoi theloun na pernoun agaph alla xwris tipota na tarazei thn zwh tous, to programma tous, tis sunhthies tous...

Polles fores eniw8a oti mazeues stigmes apo anthrwpous gurw sou kai otan eniwthes oti oi stigmes tous teleiwnoun efeyges...Isws kanw lathos...Isws telika apla na epsaxnes na breis kapoion anthrwpo pou pera apo stigmes tha sou edine kai zwh...

Parolauta, den mporw na anteksw allo auton ton paralogismo. Me kourase opws kourase kai esena...Prepei na brw tropo na ksexasw thn kamouflarismenh psyxraimia kai anohth anoxh kai antoxh mou pou esfigge thn psuxh kai thn kardia mou ka8e fora pou ta "egw" mas kurhtan polemo...

Telos epoxhs? Isws...Alla poias epoxhs...ths kalhs, ths kakhs, h ths asxhmhs?Ti mporeis na kaneis gia na palepseis thn apostash? Paleuetai? Poso melo na ginw akoma gia na brw mia lush? Yparxei?

Kapoia stigmh isws na mhn 8umamai tous logous pou hrhtan etsi ta pragmata...
Kapoia stigmh isws na 8umamai mono gelia kai xaroumenes stigmes...

AUTHN THN STIGMH OMWS... se thelw edw...kai den eisai...

H nuxta einai pagerh

kai me exeis sthsei...

Me gelases,

me gerases...

Ena deilino sto ploio gurizontas peiraia...

Asaleuta ka8omoun sto ploio.Anemizan ta mallia mou 8umizontas adespota fulla dentrou pou ta exei parasurei o anemos.Murwdia iwdiou kai ghs anakatemenh me to arwma mou...To galazio tou ouranou emoiaze me fwtografia pou arxize na kse8wriazei, san kapoios me biaiothta na exei perixusei gkri melani panw ths...

Skoteiniaze, h 8alassa etoimazotan na upodextei eulabika thn broxh kai na upokli8ei sthn dunamh ths.Oi ligostoi epibates tou ploiou emoiazan kati anamesa se fobismena paidia kai uperfluarous pezous enhlikes pou adunatousan na 8aumasoun to megaleio ths fushs.O lekes apo merikes stales broxhs ankai aoratos emoiaze me apeilh...Poso anagkh eixe h psuxh tous apo ka8ario nero?Kai poso eukola to agnoousan perpatwntas pros to saloni tou ploiou...

Perpathsa mexri thn plwrh, oi psixales epeftan sto proswpo mou kai emoiazan me dakrua omws sthn pragmatikothta htan pio anazwogonhtikes akomh ki apo ena dunato klama.Eniw8a na adeiazei h psuxhmou.H broxh arxise na dunamwnei.Ka8isa katw apo ena mikro upostego.An kai eixa braxei o aeras htanzestos, den kruwna.Kalokairinh broxh skefthka, 8a perasei...

H 8alassa omws eixe agriepsei gluka, htan san na xoreue stous ru8mous tou ouranou tango.Nai tango, toso epiblhtika kai dunamika alla me mia aparamillh hremia.Auto to sunais8hma eniwtha panta otan eblepa ena zeugari na xoreuei tango.O ouranos odhgouse ton xoro me puksida tou thn broxh kai h 8alassa ton sunodeue kanontas magikes figoures me ta kumata ths...

Kati eleipe omws...Mousikh, auto eleipe...H dikia mou mousikh...Asunais8hta sigotragoudaw...

"Mono h mousikh mou kanei alh8eia, oti psema twra kai na zw.Bale mousikh xoreuontas na fygw se mia fugoura aplh kai dunath to 8elw mou na pnigw..."

Sta8hka eksw sthn broxh tragoudwntas kai ekana kuklous...Isws me perasan gia trelh, alla htan to teleutaio pragma pou me endiefere.Ekeinh h stigmh htan apoluta dikh mou kai den h8ela na thn moirastw me kanenan...

Kleisto para8uro...

Erhmitika kleisto para8uro,

axtides hliou ftaixtes,

antanakloun gluka

mes twn matiwn sou tous ka8reftes...

Arwma gnwrimo, planasai ston aera...

Perase kai touth h mera.

Apomeinaria apo logia mou kai skepseis,

mhn prospa8eis na tis mantepseis...

Apostash...

Ki an to na se aggiksw moiazei duskolo

h dunamh ths skepshs mou se kanei orato...

Ki as einai to aurio abebaio

egw gia sena ola ta mporw...

Adunamia ths kardias einai h apostash

Kai oi 8umises sumbouloi kakoi

Egw edw panta hmouna

ma esu hsoun pantote ekei...

Parais8hsh mualou h istoria mas

Me kuriws thema to "mazi"

Paixnidi paizei h moira mas

koubari dixws telos kai arxh...

"Auto to kalokairi..."

Auto to kalokairi efyge...Pio duskola apo oti fantazomoun...Den kserw ti perimena...Isws kati pio taksidiariko...Isws kati pio analafro...Ma emeina monh me ta "8elw" mou agkalia kai ta "prepei" sou na mou 8umizoun ola osa eipame...
Zhleuw ta podia ths fwtografias...Sou akougetai trelo?Nai ta zhleuw...Koita, parathrhse ta...To diko tous kalokairi htan alliwtiko...Mhn me rwthseis pou to kserw...To leei o sundiasmos tou galaziou ths 8allasas, tou leukou ths kareklas kai tou kokkinou tou bernikiou...Apla ta zhleuw...

"...Aenaes diadromes..."

Ta siderenia poulia paizoun triliza ston galano ourano...Aenaes diadromes...Alloi feugoun, alloi smigoun...Dakrua xaras, luphs, anypomonhsias...Kai egw ekei katw...Na paizw rolous...Kathe fora diaforetikous...Pote na mai o episkepths...Pote o fygas...Enallagh sunais8hmatwn...Etsi pou to leuko diasxuzei to galazio moiazei magiko...Kai egw zw to paramu8i mou...Koita to...Taksidepse kai esu...

"Poio dromo na dialeksw..."

Moiazei eukolh epilogh?Ton dromo ths kardias?H ths logikhs?An eprepe na topo8ethsw thn psuxh mou kapou sthn fwtografia, tha thn ebaza anamesa tous...Panta talanteuomoun, panta hmoun kapou anamesa...
Eimai ekei, den me blepeis?Kathismenh na koitazw 8alassa kai ourano na ginontai ena...To aeraki fysaei kai ta mallia mou mpainoun ati8asa sto proswpo mou...Eimai ekei den me blepeis? Sigotragoudaw parafwna kai tarazw thn hremia ths eikonas sou...Eimai ekei den me blepeis?...Den me blepeis...Einai pou 8olwsan ta matia sou, skoteiniasan kai den me blepoun pia...

"Kai htan h kardia mou barka me pania...kai ola ta limania den thn xoragan..."

Koitaga to mikro ftiagmeno apo ta xeria mou barkaki, san auta pou ftiaxname sto sxoleio, na epipleei sta hrema nera ths...Parathrousa poso tha anteksei to xarti sto nero...Hksera oti tha bouliaksei, alla ekeino epeplee agerwxo...To prwto kuma to paresure ligaki makrua mou...To deutero to taksidepse akoma makrutera...Kai to trito to phre mesa ths...Ston butho ths...Den kserw poso krathse h stigmh tou taksidiou...Isws oso mia paratetamenh anasa katw ston butho h oso ena fili, to prwto fili...
Kserw omws pws to xartino barkaki to eftiaksa gia sena...Gia na diasxusei thn 8alassa pou mas xwrizei, gia na sou ferei to mynhma pou htan grammeno panw tou...Ki as mhn to des pote...